Deus Ex Machina
nightmares and razorblades.
infinity has gone and left its mark on me.
broken minds and broken brains.
we could have been twins but, no we cant do this again.
whats the score, who hurts more when youre bleeding?
im losing track of it all
but tell me, am i bleeding?
you have really left it all behind for me to find you bleeding?
i found you bleeding.
i said i would have gone with you
and we’d leave this all behind.
leave all these curses and cants,
and the bruises and marks we keep giving to ourselves
i cant feel my hands but i know theres someone there
holding us pushing us keeping us down
through all of these black clouds
and it keeps us there
on the other side of everywhere.
id like to stay here, id like to fade away.
it rains my clouds, it rains here everyday
the tiniest glimpse of what i need.
like primal screams, these scarlet dreams
they bring me peace.
before the ground gives way and im forced to wake.
ive lost control of this big, black hole.
mistakes in the past are now dragging me back
through the cracks in my soul that are to old
to plaster, bandage or stitch,
and im beginning to twitch and to flinch at my shadow.
becoming possessed and choking on halos of angels ive cursed,
fever
and layers upon layers of dust.
on the otherside of everywhere?